Monday, October 3, 2011

September 17, 2008 (part 2)

sweet Fall

Current mood:lonely

Last night I smelled my old friend Fall in the air. Sweet & crisp, cool and subtle. It reminded me change is coming & that no matter how hard I think its going to be, change is inevitable & I should embrace it willingly.

I'm not angry at him anymore. I probably should be, I probably shouldn't forgive so easily. But I understand why he chose to do things the way he did. It doesnt make it right, but he never did always pick the right choice. Just the ones that might hurt the least. I still feel betrayed, I still feel dishonored. But the anger is gone and its like the world has been lifted off my shoulders. I just miss him. Everyday I miss him.

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