i look kinda pretty here

From picture a day

I think a lot about what I want to say here, the chaos that screams through my brain on a daily basis. Then I get here, start typing and its gone.
Im attempting to start dating but its not going anywhere. I have no idea how to actually meet men on my own other than online and that has exhausted itself. I guess its a side effect of being a loner. Any suggestions?

so it begins

From picture a day

a friend of mine posted this on her facebook. And so I decided to do it. Why the hell not? So much changes in a year, itd be interesting to see the progression and differences that happen from now till then.
Today I am 28 with a fading sunburn on my face from a horse show. While I have finally been hired, I have yet to start working. Im sick of it. I want to work, I want something to do. I am so boring, I need some excitement.

From picture a day

masochist, martyr, sinner, and saint.
each hat fits snugly over my skull,
but not so much that they stay.

I stood impossible that day,
heart dripping off my sleeve.
But no regard, no concern.
Just constant and steadfast;
I'm your '69 porsche 912.


I prefer the masochist one,
it harrows like I do.